Pity me~

Couldn't help feeling miserable. Browse through some of my old friend's profile at friendster and facebook. I just getting envious.. over their "success" Sigh.....



Joanne was once my best friend during Secondary School days, we used to be the most notorious in school, till and extend my discipline master have to call up our parents daily to monitor our behaviours. We shared the same personality and ideas.



However, things changed after Secondary 2 streaming, Joanne promoted to Science Stream whereas I gone up to Art Stream... we didn't really keep in touch after that, we barely talk to one another. Lately, got to find out from her friendster that she has given birth to a baby boy... and I began to feel life is so unfair to me. She gotten all her desires so easily and I have to strive so hard yet stuck at the same place. Read through her profile and see those photo in her friendster, then got to know she has gotten her degree at Melbourne, and was posted to Japan to work and also her son is 3 months old.



Of course, I am proud with her and her success, but I helplessly questioning God when will have such "fortune"? At my age, many ones has visited/travelled half of the universe. Poor me... the furtherest place I have visited were Shanghai, remaining were some nearby countries like Indonesia, K.L, Hong Kong and Bangkok... feel like my life is wasted. If I can replay my life, I would do well in my studies and took good care my health!



Well... perhaps, if I would have replay those episode in my life I might not know God or even Andy. I think that is all God's plan and just part of life that we have to follow.