Short Trip to Genting (Photo)

I have set off to Genting on the 26th Midnight... it had been a hectic day for me. As I only stay there for 1 day.

The moment we stepped into Genting Highland Hotel Lobby, the place has given us a "POSH welcome".

After been to so many countries, I still prefer to accommodate at Genting, not because of the casino. In fact is more likely a place, whom I'm familiar with since the age of 2 years old and all the people there speak Cantonese. Yes! I know, Hong Kong citizens also speak Cantonese, but at least Genting's people are less cocky than Honkies lor...

Look at those sofa, does it look like those 50 year's 大亨's house sofa ??? kekek. My mum and I were enjoying ourselves... Does my mum looks like tai tai and..... me... her house maid lor. wahahaha.. siao~

However, Genting everything are near to perfect, but there is one UN-COOL thing that spoil the whole image! They are allow people to smoke indoor... yes.. even in air con area.

See!!!!! Andy smokes like no government like that.

As I have mentioned, it was a rushing trip, I didn't manage to visit the themepark! Andy, I warn you the next time if we go again, must go to their themepark ok?! (with threatening tone)

Oh oh oh... yeah! something we don't often see in Singapore.. and God has been really good to my eyes... kekeke... I saw my DREAM car~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ferrari uh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was asking Andy when can I get one?

and He replied, "Ha? you wait long long also Boh ("don't have" in hokkien) uh!

HNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @!*#^!&*^X

狗年了

新年快乐， 狗 年行大 便 运

Year of Dog... Everyone, was like rushing to SPCA to get a pet dog. Erm... if I really get one... I will prefer Flabby instead or Fluffy one.

What I mean Flabby ?
Neh.... this one lor...

This is Chinese Shar-pei Dog... they are VERY tame kind of dog... they got those "来爱我吧" that kind of looks, I think this is the only dog that allow us to vent our anger by 搓圆又捏扁 of those wrinkles, and never get bitten by it, cause their wrinkles too thick to identify who is that moron who has actually abused them. wahahahaha... (a bit 变态) but also a sad fact is that, due the excessive facial wrinkles which make this dog suffer so much. what it skins may actually rub against the eye itself causing erosions, ulcers, and even permanent blindness. In young puppies the eyelid "tuck" (also called “eyelid tacking”) is commonly performed to hold the eyelids back until the pup "grows into its skin" a little more and the lids do not rub on the eye. It is not unusual for a Shar-pei to require multiple eyelid surgeries as he or she grows up, so be prepared for the possibility of this expense. (哇！狗也整容啊?)

So...
Shar-pei is a "HIGH- Maintainer" dog... If you are not very hard-core dog lovers, I advise you not to get one.. don't make dogs suffer.

I dislike Fluffy dog like Chows Chows (sounded like 臭臭 in hokkien)

It often give me that kind of feelings:-

1. "What kind of dog is that? It looks like a bear!"




2. "Mom, that lady's got a lion on a leash!"




3. "How did that dog get a black tongue?"

Definitely one of the most impressive of all dogs, the Chow Chow is an "awesome" creature with his lion-like appearance and regal manner. With puppies that look like walking teddy bears, and the "欠扁" looks~ can you imagine? ( =_="')

Haizz... I know that I can never take good care of dogs... take my Gigi for example ...

well.. I think owning a Shar-Pei is just a dream... perhaps, someday I might be flirty rich can to hire a veterian to take care of my Shar-pei... help my Shar-pei do pedicure and facial mask.. to stop it from having too much wrinkles... WAHAHAHA...dream on.. 吧~

Ahem... at least I dare to dream mah~

Ok lah... Wish you a Merry Chinese New Year 狗年旺旺！...
虽然老了一岁，但耶稣仍爱你噢！

God VS devil

Have you ever been fighting with yourself? What I mean is that, Did you see both angel and devil are debating and you just don't know who should you listen to... of course.. in time we will think that angel/God is always right and we know that is true.... but sometime both devil and angel seem to look so much alike that you can't differentia that who is the angel and who is the devil.. Of course if you hear correctly, you will be victorious. Well... I have done a "comic" to show you:-

Starring by

Sandy-Angel
Sandy- Devil

Sandy-Mortal

&

Angel or should I say God is always the one who has the softer voice... while the devil is the one with loud voice to distract you and devil often mislead us that they are very big....

We have the angel & devil of course there is the innocent mortal...

Here the "comic" goes....

as you begin to think

and think...

seem like you have made up your mind and you............

Finally asked the devil to SHUT UP!

and of course the devil was pissed off that you never fall into it trap...

And you know that you have won the victory and you have defeat the devil!

Everyone should know that devil can never win God... but most people want to do it their way, try new things, think is thrilling and often got into troubles... When situation seem to be no way out, they start blaming God, why didn't YOU help me... Humans will never learn to reconcile for the choices they choose wrongly. Why not come to deep thought? Is there any regrets in your life?

No matter how much wrong you committed, as long as your confess it, will your Papa not going to forgive you? Just like God, will He rejects you? *think now*

Introduction of my buddy Norman~ (比武召亲)

My brother in Christ 'cum' buddy Norman, has asked to mention him in my blog. so... this entry is meant for him.

To all ladies out there, from the age of 18-30 if you are still single and available, may want to consider my little brother Norman Thng. Vacancy is on first come first serve basis.

1. Age : this year 24 years old




2. Height: 1.73m




3. Well build with a little tummy, but is ok... that's show character, which we often say in chinese 有性格 (ai toh leow~)




4. Someone with great sense of humor




5. He dislikes gamble. Wah!!!! very good hor, where to find? ( =_="' 睁着眼睛说瞎话。。。)

Too much good points, now come the bad points:

• Hobbies : Sleeping, sleeping and sleeping




• He smokes alot! but I believe with the shower of loves might change his habits. (爱情的滋润。。。Wahaha... pengzzzz, my chinese getting from better to best uh! )




• He burps alot...




• He farts alot too.. (wahaha... pai seay...Norman sneak out your secret!)




• He is VERY spendthrift too. Maybe the partner to be can help him to
  handle his finance.

We (Jean, Iris, Jasmine and Me) used to find that he is the combination of 张震岳 & 陈小春

&

Below is the picture taken in 1998, he was only 16

And look................NOW...

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.........

Oh no... what has "time" done to my cute little brother????!!!!

Editor: Above was pure joke... he is actually, one of the few closest buddy, which I can entrust him with my secrets. Of course, my greatest wish is to see Norman comes back to serve the Lord again, and seeing him having a Christian girlfriend/wife to take care of him.

Best Friend Singing Contest

I woke up at 2.30pm rushing to down to Bishan Junction 8 to watch my two friends (Jasmine and Jean they are sisters) singing competitions. This competition, is organise by NUS, and my buddies were into semi-final! When I gotten there just in time to see Jasmine turns. Although that weren't the two sisters 1st stage performance, but I could see/feel the tension in them.

Being honest... I admire their courage to perform in front of a few hundred audiences. For me, I might be trembling and mumbling my lyrics over the mic. LOL...

Actually, It kinda pity that they didn't make it to the final. They really do well... perhaps, they are too nervous, that failed the contest. It is really 龙争虎斗, out of 30 contestants only 6 are able to go the final and ALL the contestants are very good. Well... I believed, this is a great experience for my both friends.

Finally Made it!!!!!!!!!!

The time now is 4.01am... Yeah! I have been having insomnia again. By making use of this time, I have done a small "make-over" of my blog. I have removed my old music video. Whom Lena complaint that, it slow down her loading cause it computer become laggy, and Andy also complaint that the music very noisy cannot stop it from being KPKB.

Well... ta la... I have changed into visible mp3 player at top right hand coner, can be manually stop or play the song, so is much user friendly, right? And I only inserted one song. Which currently my favourite song "Lion" by Rebacca St. James, picked from

The Chronicles of the Narnia Soundtracks. I am quite inspired by the song and lyric. The size of this song is actually 5.4MB, all thanks to
Angelfire website so far, I have spent almost 3weeks to find a web-base site that can support me to upload 5.4MB mp3 file. Unfortunately, none of the website provide such a "big" upload space for me, the most I found is 5MB. (so what about my 0.4MB?) Well... I think that is the only website that can do the job.

Ok... That's for now.. if got new and nice songs shall edit it again.. is time for me to seek the Lord again... Ciao~

Editor : Above has been changed and amended. (8.40pm 20/01/2006)

Boyfriend?!

I was out with Yvonne to shopping again. She revealed that she has a boyfriend and I was really happy for her, but unexpectedly that so-called partner is a "唐山大兄" Yeah! from China. I am not trying to be like Xiaxue against the nationality of China or Bangladesh. Unfortunately, I have received loads of information from friends and relatives that their China
boyfriend had cheated/ditched them (骗财又骗色). Yeah! We cannot use it on all the China citizens(不能一只竹竿打翻整船人) as some are really nice. Yes! I don't deny the facts that some Singapore guys also 骗财骗色! Well.....Maybe I just too hectic, and afraid my dear friend will be the next victim.

I remembered Yvonne, used to have high expectation on boyfriend.

1. Her partner must be a Cantonese (because she is one and
   she preferred to communicate with the same dialect)




2. Mustn't be too fat, Tan and well-build




3. Have good sense of humor just like Stephen Chow




4. Romantics and will give her surprises (I also hoping for
   someone like that leh)




5. Stable Job

Perhaps, she find that such man is never achievable, or never exist in the planet Earth and reset the expectations of her ideal man to:

1. Must has a job. (lower pay is alright as long as he didn't ask me to pay for his expenses. He don't need to support me. I got money to support myself!)




2. Anything




3. Anything




4. Whatsoever?????

HARRRRRR?????!!!!! I have been asking her why out of so many roses in the forest she has picked the "thorn"? She explained. "我已不小了，轮不到我挑剔!" OMG! we aren't that old right? No need to rush for dating and marriage right? Perhaps, I sounded it too simple... I can understand how she feel now. I was actually worrying too, when I reached 21 years old, I was kinda panicked like kan cheong spider.... and searching high and low for my Mr Right.

My expectation was even HIGHER than Yvonne:

1. He MUST be sense of humor




2. He MUST be tall and tan.




3. He MUST has good fashion sense




4. HE MUST be able to communicate with my family members




5. He MUSTN'T be fat. (Had phobia with fat boys)




6. He MUSTN'T has B.O (body odor)




7. HE MUSTN'T has bad breathe




8. He will not care so much of my out look (because the beauty is from the inner being mah... LOL)




9. He MUST MUST HAS a stable job and income

But hor.... My wishes never came to reality! See!!!!!!!!!!! My boyfriend Andy :

He has less senses of humor (all his jokes is very lame), not tall (1.72m), no fashion sense, worst of all VERY fat! But, out the 9 points there are 5 points "passed" at least he fits the bill, not that bad after all. Kekeke... Darling don't angry har~

Although, It seem like so much unsatisfactory about him, but all this years he has been someone whom I most grateful beside God and my mum.
He has never deserted me when I was down with serious illness, and even my ugliness moment of my life. He has choose to be my guiding angel to pray for me and be my maid to serve me when I was bedridden. I always ask God what have I done to deserve such a good man? He has suffered so much for me. I don't have explained much on what he had done for me. Even as he is not someone who has 5C's but at least he bothers strive hard to achieve those dreams. A precious moment with your loved one is something that a 5C's or 6 C's can never buy them. Not even Lena's 10 carats diamond ring 噢！(LOL...just kidding har... Sandy don't 得意忘形啊！)

What's more can I say about him? May God bless our relationship stronger and more loving each and everyday... EEEEeeeeeee... 好肉麻噢！AI YAH~ When you gotten a partner make sure you take a video camera, recorded it yourself, were you being as mushy as me or even worst. wahahaha... =P

哪个比较好？

以往的我都喜欢躲在房间里写着‘华文’ 日记，开头对白总是‘很无聊’或 ‘很烦！’ 现在， 我已改变策略！我把所有愉快与悲伤的事都写在blog。我并非想跟xiaxue 一样混出甚么名堂。我 绝非要任何人认同我的看法或人们的同情！


老实讲，在 blog 写我的日记是有点不能发辉我的心情，不能大胆的写我的感觉！我明明就 不喜欢某些人与物都不可以过份的表达出来。因为会有第三者介陆我的世界阅读我的私生
活。乱写是会坐牢的噢！！！！！！！



但是我为甚么还是依然在blog里写个没完没了呢？我又想证明些甚么呢？



实际上， 一本日记簿需要花好几十块！二来。。。。我家‘寒啬’根本没多余的地方让我收藏 我十几年来的 ‘感想’！以前每年我都得拿出好几本日记簿烧掉上一年的‘的‘笔录’。十几块钱 买本美美的日记簿就‘葬身火海’。 实在浪费，也没多余的钱每年烧三，四本日记。


第三 ，我是个不善于收拾家的人 ，我的日记簿是哪里都塞一本。有些不可告人的秘密都可 以‘春光砟泄’！


写在blog里可以修改 ，比如说用某些人为例子。。。。。。不需要太详细解释太多。有时 还可以看到不同人回应的comments，与advices。是蛮不错得噢！


毕尽， blog 是cyber world 的，我们绝不是为它而活， 一天不写blog 是 no problem的，没话题写也是no problem的！

不用刻意制造新闻的！有些东西是秘密终究是秘密只能跟上帝份享而已！

Unexpected "Guest" ?

I have received an unexpected email from someone. Yeah my ex-colleague Fat Cow (in case you don't remember this character click on this to refresh your memory)

Hello, How are you now?? Even though you are no longer here we can still be friends rite!!

Im just wanna to say hello to you & good rest.


Regards

Fat Cow (of course Fat Cow's real name is not call Fat Cow lah)

I could feel wetness in my eyes. After serving in this heartless company for 4 months, at least there is someone remembered me.

I thought, I left this 绝情谷, will be totally forget by those heartless "citizen". Unexpectedly, someone like Fat Cow does count me as friend. I am touched! As I mentioned in my previous post I was somewhat like called to leave the company. It was so sudden...........

I do not need to serve notice. Although, I was the one who submitted my resignation letter, but I was been monitor to pack my stuffs to leave the office the very day. No one bid me goodbye, no farewell party for me (ok! what do I expect just a 4 months "pre-mature" staff in that heartless company). "Sun" doesn't dare to play the "ugly role", so my director was the one who gave me the last payment and say something like; "Thank you for being part of our team, wish you all the best." Those my so-called closest colleagues didn't bother about my leaving neither do they feel surprised. I left the place felt outcast.

Now, I feel much better. At least there is one friend (YES! I say friend) in this company remember me and I really thankful for her regards. Well... I declared, this day FAT COW will be free from being a cow... I shall name her HAPPY LYDIA instead, and this Happy Lydia will be my friend.

Editor: click on those in red bold lettering .

Memoirs Of A Geisha

Sometime ago, a guy has asked me, what is the different between, sexy and sluty? My answer was simple. Being sexy is not like we have to dress like ...revealing here and there or, don't wear anything. Sexy is within us even as you wear the cheapest/simplest clothes in town, you have that charisma, you will outstand those who wear Gucci, Chanel or whatsoever brands.

While sluty, Ahem... that is a bit knotty. Men always prefer to deal with a sexy women than a sluty women. Most of the cyber sex website will use the word "SLUT" as their introduction to lure those horny men.

Few days ago I read an articles of Indonesian teenager prostitutes. My heart really go out to them... Singaporeans have been so blessed to be a Singaporean, and yet there are girls was been selling to countries like Batam, as hookers.

There was this girl named Laurel, she was sold by her parent in a brothel in Batam(逼良为娼). Laurel was only 12 years old. Erm........ What was I doing in my 12? Shopping with friends, getting my daily allowance from my parents, playing zero-point and schooling.. Poor Laurel must had been lots hard time. Laurel said estimated she had to "make out" with 300 different men weekly. Gosh!!!!!!!


According to that articles, she was only 12 and been paid for Rp 700,000 = SGD119 for her virgin night. Does a girl/woman virginity worth only this much? Well... SGD119 can't even buy you a LV coin purse, perhaps, we can't use money to balance that. Worst of all that sum of SGD 119 was not given to her, cause they have that kind of MLB (multi level business) that mean all her "salary" are to be hand over to the Mamasa (the pimp) who in turn deducts the amount from her debts and pimp fees.

Apart from it, there are brothel visitors refuse to use condoms, that cause those girls suffer from wrats at their virginals, STI and worst of all AIDS. I really feel for them. What they done to deserve this kind of second class treatments? They do have mothers like us right? Sicko society!

===================================================================

Last Thursday, I had caught this movie: "Memoirs of a Geisha" starring by Zhang Zhiyi, Michelle Yeoh and Gong Li. Allow me to give you a sneak preview of this show. Meaning of Geisha mean 艺妓 they are "entertainment workers" in the Japan. They are really those who we often say 卖艺绝不卖身! and they really respect their job.

Zhang Zhiyi starring as Sayuri means Little Lily , She was been sold by her fisherman dad from a poor village to a town, where all the Geisha belongs. She was selected to settle down at this famous Geisha house as a housemaid, till one day she met a gentleman (don't know what is his name but in the show) he was been addressed as "The Chairman" starring by Ken Watanabe with a group of Geisha who was rushing for a conference meeting stopped by to buy Little Sayuri a cup of sweet ice.
(in Singapore we probably called that as Ice Karcang), as Sayuri was so poor that she barely afford to buy anything so with her innocent thought, she made up her mind that she will lock up her heart for this very man (The Chairman) and she also wanted to be the most famous Geisha in town. Here come with the helped of "Mameha"starring by Michelle Yeoh.

Gong Li is one of the costar in the show named "Hatsumomo"
was jealous with Sayuri's fame and those attraction that she gained, and out of anger she burnt down the whole Geisha house and left the town of Geisha.

Well.... I am not going to tell you the ending, go and get yourself a ticket to watch .. I bet you will find your money worth watching a great show before Chinese New Year.

Decision Marking Part II

It been raining like no tomorrow for 5 days. There is nowhere that I can go... I could feel that my loneliness is killing me. *Sigh........*


The decision had finally came to conclusion. Yesterday I have tender my resignation, I was suppose to serve 24hours notice, that mean last day should be on Wednesday (in lieu Tues holiday), but the management had released me during lunch hour.
It kinda sad moment for me, as I have been there for 4 months plus but, unfortunately, things doesn't work!


Oh yeah! no worries! I have already gotten a new job, will start "my brand new term" on 6th of Feb, and you know what? I gotten higher pay than my previous job... See! God pampers me again, so blessed to have Him! At the mean time, I will just R&R at home, and seek God.
Really, kinda ashamed to say that... Have been telling eveyone that, I want to spend more time with God, yet yesterday I have slept the whole afternoon till this noon 12.15pm. Jasmine was laughing at me, "eh! you on hibernation uh?" Sounded like some kind of bear in the cave. =_="'


*Sit upright* OK! I will do it right after this entry. Cannot waste time! My Lord has been very kind toward me and my family all this years. Supposing I would have die without Him. Is time, to do my part as a child of God.


Ok... that's all for now. Tomorrow, having churchwide prayer meeting, will keep you all posted again. Adious~

SA.Tan cannot steal your destiny

I was reading this book by Jerry Savelle "If satan can't steal your dreams
... he can't control your destiny"

while reading I was also listening to my video player second song "Amazing Grace" is quite country song..(which you can see at the right side of my blog, it right after Jewel song) if you spend a little more time to observe, you will actually see Mel Gibson is one of the singer too.

Yeah... back to the book. when I was reading, I began to shed my tears. All this time I have been someone lack of confident.

No confident in work, friends, relationship and even myself.

However I was reading this book it highlighted to me, if I am for God, the evil (satan) can never steal this dream that God has given me.

"And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose." (Romans8:30)

Many times we want thing to be work in our ways, but when things "cock" up. we indignant and questioning God where He is, and why allowed this to happen? Maybe I am one of them too, because I have no faith in myself. if simple thing like, to have confident in myself is so hard to accomplish, how can we say we have confident with a God that is unseen? Why must we use our physical eyes to see and not using our spirit to sense? Sometime we don't to use our eyes to see to believe.

Chim?! No! is not... When is last time will you turn to God? in great trouble? or in bad health? Why are we be able remember God only when we are in trouble? Why can't God be our soul mate who we can share our joy and dreams with?

That why, I find that this world is getting more selfish and pathetic than ever. I pray that, people will cherish and appreciate God more often than just to seek Him when we are in deep shit situations, because God(Jesus) is not your "genie in the bottle"

Decision Making

A tough decision I have to make. Although, I have already gotten the answer, I am not sure will I be regretting. Well... my elder sis has taught me... Whatever decision I have made, and all consequence I have to bear, but NEVER regret or look back!


What decision have I made? I will tell you by next Monday if not latest by Wednesday. I know it will be another thanksgiving to God.

Erm.. have you start doing CNY shopping? kekeke.. I have not too... =_="' (LOL)
but you know what I got myself a new watch!!! See.. see.... Fwah~~~

My inauthentic Gerald Genta watch.. kekeke.. got it from JB at $120 riggits only. but it look very authentic..

Haizz.. Poor girl like me cannot afford to buy authentic leh but I know God wil provide me soon.. Anyway this is my 1st automatic watch, so in love with it....

Ok... More to come up.. will keep you posted on what decision I had made.