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.about.me.

Age: Make a guess
D.O.B: 24th Aug
Religion: Christian
Hobbies: American Pool, Singing, Swimming and Dreaming

.my.wishes.

  • Praying that those who left God will come back to this kingdom again.
     

  • People with disappointment will be heal by God.
     

  • To set my spirit free and also to learn to surrender to God.
     

 

 


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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Depression is taking over me

I don't know what to say... I is sad de lor.. I feel "dry" like a dry martini. Haizzz... I seem to afraid of something.. I don't know what is that all about?



I thought I have alot of friends around me.. and I am not lonesome. However, when I take a look at my friendster list, I then realised, I am a nobody.. the depression just creep into my mind. I feel a big L on my forehead.



Is like once or twice a year I will have such experience/feeling. Should I say I love to be alone or should I say I want more attention? I am confuse! I can be happy like nothing, but the next minutes I can be so quiet and shut myself out from public like a helpless soul.

Sin-ed for 12hours (Bengz for 12hours)

Phew.... Andy has joined my family to Genting for holiday... so I sort of like "free bird" I met xiaomei at Shaw Tower, for foot reflex and massage body... wah... damn F pain man! My shoulder is swollen! That F Chi-na man use turbo force on my shoulder.... and eat my tofu~ KNN!



Today was super abnormal me! super ultimate lianz/bengz me! and also super duper vulgar me! I machiam has released from forbidden land...


After the massaging we went over to Bugis to meet Norman for Sushi~ Wooolala... We spent almost SGD 70 on that meals and my lovely xiao mei had foot the bill for us...

Right after, sushi we popped over to Pool Junction to pak pool (wah! I sounded super bengz siah~) we ordered 1 pint of Hoegarden (Norman shared with me) the game was sucks~ cos we boh form (wah lao eh! I feel like whacking myself... I sounded so much like ki-nahs!) so we left Pool Junction at 9.45pm.



Norman said Kelvin and Zhiyang will be at pool bar to continue round 2... (ding ding) Oh~ did I mention, I smoked? ( Knn! not smoked-ham lah) I mean I puffed lah! I smoked nearly 15 sticks on that particular day. I was like long time never been to hell like that....



Well... When we got there, as usual Norman let the char bo (waitress that works at pool bar) harass (My bro willingly to harass), me nuan-ing there to wait for Kelvin and Zhiyang. Today, I really not behaving like me~ or perhaps, should I say the old Sandy is back~ (Craps siah~ )



After all the game it was about 1plus am... Zhiyang suggested to Norman and me "let's go and catch a moive at Cineleisure~" and Kelvin pangs us SIA. well.. the unusual me sure onz one mah~ so joined the two kids to movie <黑社会> do you know the actual time of the movie? Gosh~~~~~~~~~~~ it was 3.45am, the show was not as fantastic as they (Zhiyang and Norman) mentioned lor.. haizzz... never mind watched leow... don't KPKB moreover, I am not
paying a penny for it...



After the show, Zhiyang already "steam"(Wah.. I really used alot of adjective! KNN Wahaha~) so he left us at 5.15am... poor bro (Norman)... accompanied me till 6am also buay tong and ter chu koon... it was Saturday.. but you know what today is SUN~ Gosh~ I got to attend service... so I didn't manage to sleep.. and meeting with Jasmine at 7.45am to service.... and now I am back home telling you my crapsssssssssssssssssss tale! I also damn
stone leow~ off to bed now! Adious~



Editor: Is much easier to sin than to discipline and whenever we sins we thought is interesting and we often got addicted to it and we will repeat doing the same and when we get tired of it... we will find more sins to commit... haizzzz.. Lord pardon me for my ignorant! I do not want to nail You on the cross anymore!




Oh yeah! Andy if you happened to read this post... please forgive my 15 sticks of cigarettes, I only able to do it when Mum not around.. if I with you and I smoke that much.. you sure bao tow to my mum... so sorry har... that will be my last... unless you go Genting with my family again... Just kidding lah~ at least, I am being frank to you mah~ =P

Monday, April 24, 2006

大长今 <搞笑版>

Every weeknights, My Mum and I no failing watching Korean Drama <大长今> and somehow, falling in love with the 主题曲, Although, it doesn't make sense to me... I is not Korean ok? but I is seriously moved by the rhythm of the song... so a good friend of mine has send me this

大长今 flash
(click on it to link)
and I have draft out the lyric below... out to all <大长今> fans.


武大郎 武大郎


挨猪打


挨打了 挨打了


挨猪打了


打了你 打了猪 葫芦打地


啊弟弟 啊弟弟 啊弟怒咧


踹呀 踢啊


挨打的哪头猪


哭去喽 哭他妈 他就完啦




武大郎 武大郎


挨猪打


他打啦 他打啦


挨猪打了


他打你 他也痛


混蛋打你


啊你弟 啊你弟 啊弟哭咧



Well... afterall, Korean language is not that hard to master...LOL...

Thanks to my good friend Jasmine Chua...



Thursday, April 20, 2006

My life will not be shortchange! Neither can you over bill me!

I don't blog as often as before... cause I really find nothing special to talk about. I have been rested for 20 days, but not peaceful. I rather feel pressurize than relax. There are so much bills and debts to be clear. Mummy has been very supportive, to provide me three meals daily, but she also become stingy on her own expenses. the month of Feb utility bills cost SGD 138.48 for a three rooms flat that is too much...



My Mummy has thought alot of funny ways to reduce the utility usages.


  • insisted to on a small fan even as it is a humid day


  • make use of the corridor light when she is watch tv in the living room.
    (without switching on our lights)


  • use my fish tanks water to water the plants

  • put buttons in my water hose to reduce the water flows.


  • forbid me from using air-con when I am sleeping in my room.


  • only allow to use my computer less than an hour a day.

  • night time going to loo, never switch on the light. (thanks God we are using a seated toliet bowl...)



But when we received our March bills it out-turn to be SGD 140.84......... #^&%^$@*%$@ how come use less yet pay even more???? Therefore, I called up the SP to check, and their explained...



"Oh... cause the month of March weather is much hot than the previous month, so to maintain everything in proper function we have to activate the cooler to carry out the heavy duty...to prevent the machine from break down by overheated... so your bill for this month will be slightly higher... moreover, do you realize that your bill stated as "estimated" so don't worry..
if the month of March doesn't cost that much.. we will reduce on your next month bill."



Well.. whatsoever machine that needed to cool down your whatsoever equipments is none of my business.. why are you asking me to pay for the "heavy duty" and why your staffs so lazy never come and check every month and send us a agar agar estimated bill to ask me to pay?



And when you guys ask me to pay up the bill will always threaten me with "red bill" if I do not pay up. When I needed you to refund me the deposit money after I have cancelled the old account of my previous house, you people will took half year to send me a cheque AND with my dad name on it (my dad has passed away 11 years old) and when I query over this matter... and you guys claimed that you never received my dad's death certificate.



I really don't know if that consider as efficient or not??????



Saturday, April 08, 2006

Boastful heart cast out God's blessing

God works in miracle way that we cannot predict or even see, but He really works for us! Amazingly, I got couples of job offers without me calling the company to beg them to recruit me. Not only that, they have offer me a higher pay than the the previous job whom neglected me.


But is not really about money... I have seek the Lord for answer should I pick up the offer, is so tempting and Yes! I really need that sum of money for my house loans. God didn't give me the answers specifically... in fact, He starts to deal with my "root-problems". Since last year May till now, I have switched 4 jobs! I was really downcast, and wonder why all jobs didn't work perfectly! I did pray for success in my work. YES! God has blessed me smooth sailing in every piece of job that I done, but unfortunately, I unable to work with the employers, cause the way they handle things is so unbearable, that ended me have to fire my boss.. and the last one I got stewed by my boss.... I know God has always taught us to submit to the highest authority, but I still finding is hard to surrender to submit to unreasonable boss, however to come to second thoughts, if I can't submit to my boss, how can I have the cheek, to talk about being filial to my mum who is so naggy and how can I sumbit to God who is unseen?


When I begin, to seek God for help to find new "perfect" job, I could feel the fear to work. Firstly, I am so afraid of same incident will repeat again. However, Lord shows me differently in this area... He reminded me,


  • There is no perfect job except a PERFECT GOD. If there is a perfect job, it wouldn't be my turn.


  • Because I think too highly of myself, and cause me to lose all my jobs.


  • Over perfectionist lead me to be a big failure to my "mission".


  • PLUS my harden neck I refused to take advises, that make me stuck at the same "spot" and unable to move elsewhere.



God has showed me above 4 points happened was because of the word "ARROGANT" and by this I have secretly hidden my potential without knowing. Of course, is good to be proud of the thing you do cause we often say we take pride in the things we do, but not with a boast heart because, that will make yourself feel greater than God.



Who can be as great or greater than God? For He is the one who has created me. Who can compare His wisdom? For His thought is higher than mine! No one can fathom my Lord Jesus.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Do you need an answer, why He loves you?

Sometime, we don't really need to know why God allowed things happen. In fact, we don't need an answer, because, all the things He does, meant to be the best. if not the best it must be the excellent one! I am not angry with God, why He allowed my boss to terminate me, I am not going to question Him, because, I knew He will have better plan for me.


People might not be able to see what has God done and blessing me, neither do they understand why I want to put my trust to a invisible God. Some might even think, I am crazy. YES! I am crazy over my Lord. My love for Him is not as much as He gives me and I can never compare with His loves. No one does... but God still choose to die for us cause His loves for us, is already shown on a pair of nailed- scar hands and because of His hands I feel the supernatural love.


When was the last time your dad says he loves you?



When was the last time you cried, and your dad worried for you?


And when was the last time, you committed a serious trouble your dad never raise his voice at you and still choose to love you?


I don't mean your real blood father doesn't love you, but will your real blood father dies for me or others (strangers)?


Yes! You might having another kind of saying, "Yet it still can't prove that Christ had did it for you and He is real." but will you able to handle it, when Christ stands before you, saying He loves you? He holiness and righteousness, can cause you don't even dare to raise up your head. Are you sure, you want see Him face to face to discuss How much He loves you? If your answer is YES! I pray that, the Lord will visit you today, I also pray that He will manifest in your life this day and change your perspective over Him and Christianity. May God show you His plan for you today.

I have just uploaded this mp3... "声香晚祭" lyric as below.. is really touching lyric is base on Psalm 141 and Psalm 143. May God speak to you in this worship song.


声香晚祭


耶和华 我的避难所


求祢留心听我的声音


原我的祷告如香 陈列祢面前


我举手祈求 如献晚祭



耶和华 我的力量


求祢赐给我正直的心


不教我陷入那 世间诱惑


救我脱离 恶人网罗



求祢指教我 如何遵行祢旨意


因为祢的名将我救活


因祢是我神 将我藏在羽翼中


我的心将一生仰望祢


因祢是我神 将我藏在羽翼中


我的心将一生仰望祢

Saturday, April 01, 2006

April Fool


WAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.....


I got fired by my boss on April Fool Day~


Yahooooooooooooooooo... Mai E Ya hu..

Mai E Ya ha..


Things doesn't seem to work out for me, is no one fault. At least God, show me one thing.
I am holy and righteous, and He separate me from the unrighteous boss. I have been questions and puzzled for the past two weeks, how can I submit to a boss who has actually want me to swindle my customers.



Incident happened early of March. Shipment to Bangkok, was not an dangerous goods so that mean it is a general cargo to Bangkok, as for my company. Oppps.. my ex company is "professional" in dealing with all forms of hazardous cargo/goods.


They gave a false statements to the Bangkok's customs saying that my customer cargo out-turn at destination (Bangkok) is an dangerous goods (chemical cargo) which is actually general cargo, and they even bill my customer at Bangkok Dangerous Goods Surcharge USD 600 per cubic meter . (which other forwarders only charge USD200 per shipment for dangerous cargo) and insisted my customers MUST pay this amount or they will submit a report to Thailand Authority to fine and black list my customer's company and for all their future import shipment to Bangkok.



The problem is that, the cargo is normal general cargo, my customers is not liable for whatsoever Dangerous Good Surcharge and because of my company "eat money" my customers out of not choice to pay that amount to safe their ass and from then I LOST my customers forever........... (=_="')


I have been quite affected since then, no matter how hard I try to find a customer, I know that, my Bangkok's office will find a way to "con" the $$$ out from my customers. I feel so unrighteous and wrong. My customers entrust their shipment in my hand and my Bangkok's office has done that to my customers.


Worst of all my boss said " No Choice..." She herself is the boss of Bangkok and Singapore, she said no choice to push off and without give me solution to solve the problem.

Well... I have to believe that this is a blessing from God that I am out the Devil's dent. I feel upset, when my boss said that, having me around will stop the company from growing. Sigh... if a company will have to grow in such a "dirty" way... I rather to leave than been influence.
She said that, if don't do that company where got extra money to pay our salaries. Mercy~~~ I don't think big enterprise company will do such thing to give their employee's salary.



Anyway, that is not important anymore.. cos' I know is not my problem. If problems lie on me, she wouldn't have to terminate 5 staffs in the month of March (one after another on different day).

Lord Jesus, not my will but Yours be done. Father, deal with her. Let her wake up from her wrong! I have no position to judge her, let that be Your job to handle her. In the powerful name of Jesus I asked, Amen!

Read only if you have time for Jesus

Read only if you have time for God

Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email (Yeah initially was from is one of my email message) but I was blessed when I got to the end

God, when I received this passage, I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today. Try to keep God in church on Sunday morning.. Maybe, Sunday night...


And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness.. And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... that... there is a time or place where.. HE is not to be FIRST in my life. should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this... Please follow the directions.


Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."


Not ashamed?


Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!
Yes, I do Love God. HE is my source of existence and Saviour. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)
This is the simplest test. If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you... (copy this passage and send it out to more than 10 people of your love ones)
I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?


THE POEM


I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done. My soul could rest at ease. All day long I had no time to spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, that was my constant cry. No time to give to souls in need but at last the time, the time to die.

I
went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said


" Your name I cannot find." I (God) once was going to write it down... But never found the time" Now do you have the time to pass it on?
Make sure that you scroll through to the end.



Easy vs. Hard


Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie? Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?



Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?
Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?
Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?
Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or ignore it?



Just remember-God is watching you. Here's what the wheel is all about. When you read this, now
say a prayer for the person that you intend to send to.
That's all you have to do.... There is nothing attached.... This is so powerful....


Do not stop the wheel, please.... (copy and pass this and send it out to the people you really care.)

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one.... There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!
May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will ignore this post without reading it because of the title on it?

T
here once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak..."I was walking
through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked,


"What you got there, son?"

"Just some old birds," came the reply.

"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.

"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time"


"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?"

"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."

The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for those birds, son?"

"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing.
They ain't even pretty!"

"How much?" the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone. The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.
Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting.


"Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"


"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.


Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"

"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked.


"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.


"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked

"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"


"How much?" He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."

Jesus said, "DONE!"



Then He paid the price.


The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.


Notes:

  • Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

  • Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also believes" in God).

  • Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through sms and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

  • Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

  • Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

    I pray, for everyone who read this, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.

P/S: Gals & Guys, if you read this in my blog, this is not because I want to just preach to you, but because I thought of you when posting this. That you are one who may need to read this as well.. like me..


Be blessed and have a nice day.... ;)

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