Put Down Your Pride! Forgiving and Releasing.

..."If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her." John 8:7

This verse was quoted by Apostle John. A woman had committed an adultery, was about to sentence to death (Stone her to death).

"....4and said to Jesus, "Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. 5In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?" 6They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him (Jesus)

. But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. 7When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, "If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her."

I love the way Jesus said that, "If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her."
People loves to judge and condemn one another, without thinking they are also in the "no rights"position to judge. Often people who judge never self-direct their own thoughts and actions.
People who always think so great of themselves never know that their words and thoughts were "polluted" and hurtful to others.

This message is to tell us to forgive and forget.


If we can bear with one another attitudes, there will be less BGR fallen out.


If we can tolerate, our colleagues/clients unreasonable requests there will be less people resign in a company.


If we can forgive that person who hurt us so much. we will not bring on the hurt and pain in our life for so many years.

If we can spend more time to understand our parents, we will not have communication breakdown and generation gaps.


Once there was a friend who told me this, "Is much easy to say "I love you" than to say "I am sorry".

I wondered why is it so hard for people to say "I am sorry"? but when situation comes, I finally got the answer.
Is our PRIDE!

Both of this sentences need not pay a single cent, but they are priceless. Sometimes ago, Pastor Simon told me this, "Pride is like a bad breathe!"
I laughed! As he further his explanation. I was totally amazed! "Pride was like a bad-habit, it stop one-self from talking and communicating with others, take for instance, when you stop opening your mouth to talk with someone for a day. Slowly, you will realise your mouth stink!"
I have try out, and it proved, what he said, "is valid".

Often people afraid of "malu" (Embarrassing) to say "I am sorry"
and many times they think "wah lao, not my fault leh, why must say sorry?"
Saying "sorry" not only to admit you are wrong, is also to resolve those hiccup between one another. If both of you, insisted you have no wrong... soon, you guys/gals will drift apart.

Many times I heard from my gal-friends say this "Idiotic leh! when he/she says sorry to me, he/she not sincere one!"
Haizzzz! how you want that person to react, to kneel before you to say "I am sorry". Is that what you mean by sincere? On the reverse side, will you do it much sincerely?
Come on! is not easy to say "I am sorry!" when that so and so think they are not in the wrong. but at least, they pick up the courage to say "I am sorry". So PLEASE keep your mouth shut! and accept his/her apology, appreciate it and tell him/her you are sorry too. if after you saying "I am sorry", that fella turn round to push the blame on you, just tell him/her, in a nice manner, "I am sorry! please don't start it all over again." I believe he/she will spare you that.

Well... reslove your problem today by saying "I AM SORRY". (even as it is not you fault) and after that, give yourself a pat on your shoulder, cos' you deserve it! =)

Happy Halloween's Day

The time now is 4.20pm I still have to stuck at office for another 2.10hrs. when I was very young I kept thinking that 2.10hrs is very short...Mummy only allow me to play for another 2.10hrs. It just like a blink of eyes. But now in office with nothing to do. It seem like forever...why is this 2.10hrs can be that long.

Gosh~ a minute ago there was a fat cow came to my table,
nearly gave me a heart attack. Hmm... Fat Cow?
What a "nice name"? Fat Cow always delay my B/L preparation.
My office is so "nice" there are Sun and Moon, and now got a Fat Cow. Hmm........ we are living in harmony... wow.. great thrill and fun~

When I am bore, I can go for "Sun" tan, When I need some romantic moment I can dance under the "Moon"light, When I need milk
I can go to the "Fat Cow" to get some susu. Wahahahhaha.. EeeeeeeEEEEeeeee.... What's sort of idea?
Overall... they are quite ok.. Fat Cow is quite
hard-working she almost every weekend work. Company should offer her some kind of awards har.
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Halloween is around the corner, I can see alot of
stores and shops trying to promote their Halloween's costumes and foods. Suntec has a newly open Toy 'R'us. Andy and I have been long time since the last visited to a local Toy'R'us. We were like little kids playing with Star Wars laser swords and others interesting "new generation" toys. Andy and I suddenly feeling so odd out at Toy'R'us. As we were about to leave. Something caught my eyes that I must take some pictures to show you guys

Yoooo..... What's up man??

Moshi Moshi.... Happy Halloween's Day~

Favouritism!!!

Today was my feeling "like SHIT day"! Being called by my friend
as an anal and received some dented can foods...
All the boss's favourite pets got nice food and nice cans
For me, just like stray dog. Look at those cans.. I doubt the food in those cans edible, probably is already contaminated.



God plays favouritism too, take for instance, Elijah just disappear without going through those pain of death and able to stay with God.
While John the Baptist got to go through execution. Eh... chop of the head leh.. you think is fun uh?
Who the 1st started this favouritism thingy? During Cain and Abel time? Or Abraham time?
Is there really favouritism been played or just we are over-sensitive to handle such situation?

But... but... with common sense those dented cans food can be eaten meh? Sun never studies "chemical react" in Primary School.
Damn it! Later I kena food poison should I sue Sun??? @*!&^X@#

Sun really got no brain... reluctant to give me, then save it for themselves. Do
I look like those "kei ber kei sai" that kind of auntie, want your can foods
Authentic Stewpigs... @#&*%!X#

Ah Chooooo.. here Ah Chooooo... there Ah Chooooo everywhere.......

I always have serious sinus problem in morning, my nose is so sensitive that I can't do house chores during spring cleaning. Mummy always say that I have a "precious" nose... (so proud of it leh). This morning was my "Rush hour day", While on my way to work by bus,
I could smell someone sitting beside me must be a hard-core smoker, because she stink like "butt". My nose began to feel sneezy, and then...... and then.............. I started sneezing non-stop. I was like a comedian in the bus, everyone was staring at me with "appaused". They were covering their mouth and nose. Before I could say "excuse me", that "butt" lady had changed her seat.
!#*(@&#@*% Come on!!!! my "ah chooooooo", will not be as bad as your cigarettes! The most is just some flu bugs will stick on you only mah. Kekeke...

I have been reading so much articles about smoking is bad for health, and why are there still so many consumers?
There was a good one from Glenn Ong (Class 95 DJ), a pack of cigarettes a day bring the coffin near to you.
Some Respiratory doctors has done a researched on some heavy smokers and helping them to quit smoking. (also told by Glenn Ong and FD on Class 95)
A person who stop smoking for :
an hour it heart beat average 36beats/min
6 hours it heart beat average 40beats/min
a mth the heart beating will as good as a non smoker.

Nowsaday the cigarettes are so EX. Just like Mark Lee had cracked a joke in the moive "one more chance".

Mark Lee just released from the Changi prison, got into a 7-eleven store wanted to buy a pack of cigarettes.
7-eleven cashier : Sir $11 Thank you!
Mark Lee: Wah... in a dozen uh? So expensive? I only want one pack niah!
7-eleven cashier: Er....... no lah... one pack $11.

Seem like there are no way to stop these people to quit their smoking habits. I used to smoke but I never really got hook, just as social smoker and finally, I quitted! Due to some reason, well you know right?

People always give certain excuses to smoke:

1) I think is cool to smoke~
MH: what so cool about being a smoker? you can't do it infornt of my relative or in my family. You have to ghost ghost rat rat to smoke at the void deck (not at your own block somemore)

2) I want to release stress...
MH: Releasing stress?? But the doctor says smoking can cause stroke, and the major reason for people who got stroke is stress and smoking. PLEASE
Don't give me craps!!!!!!!

3) I want to slim down...
MH: That is the most ridiculous one! said by my dad who had died of cancer 11 years ago.

4) All my friends are smokers I have to be one too.
MH: those people don't know how to think you also want to follow blindly.. "blind leading the blind, ended up all die"

5) I have a lot of works to finish, I need cigarettes to keep myself awake and alert in order to complete my task.
MH: The nicotine ingredent in the cigarettes you inhale will reduce oxygen to passing through you brain.. the more you take the more you feel tired... Is a myth, that taking cigarettes to keep you awake. It will not help you to complete your work.

So tell me my sneeze is more life taking or the cigarettes you take? Hng~

Come... come... Tires for SALES

Seem like everyday at work, I am staring in daze, watching time goes by.

I really wish that there is a bed beside me allow me to take a nap till a desire hour to wake up. I am getting lazy and fat, is all becos I eat too much and overspending.
During the time I was still earliest 20, I was quite slim with the waistline at 25-26 inches, look now!! I am like mother of two.
Goodness sakes! Ivy Lee (TCS actress) mother of 3 still maintain at
good figure, but... but... is becos she is an actress,
There are plenty of sponsors seek her to be their spokesman.
Being as me, no money... no frame... how to go Marine Chia for sliming???
I used to wear a lot tubes and mini-t,
now I totally couldn't fit in... even as I try to hold my breathe to do so..
I can still see those "Michelin Tires".

**Wail........***
Some devils had input fats in me!!!!!!!!! Help!!!!!!!!!

What?? You want to know what is my waistline now?
No way! I am not going to tell you, I know you will drop it down to buy TOTO.

Honestly begin slightly fat is ok... but I look so in-proportional! It look like some kind of Alien... My arms are tiny. it seem like all the fats
stuck at my tummy, and hip. Now, I don't even dare to wear my hipster jean,
whenever I wore it those "love-handle" will be crying for air? (>_<)

It has been a misery to me~ Anyway, I just bought some
Belly dancing DVD hoping it will help me to remove those
"layers"

Anger station

Today, that Sun has pissed me off again! She has reprimanded me for not quoting customers on the FCL rates. How am I suppose to quote? If I do not even know what she wanted to quote to the market? She really trying to test my "anger meter" to see if it working hur?
Goodness sakes! The big boss has screwed you in fornt of me, you don't have to do the same to me! Really feel like shoot an arrow at her! Stewpig!! !#&*@^
<----------------- (That is Sun)

I was reading Xiaxue's blog, that bitch really think that she is damn chio leh.. perharps, she is pretty but hey people did you realise that she is "pak jiao" Maybe, that is what people always says " Flaw of beauty" yewwww~
Then I must be Si Peh Chio leow lor? And she still dare to has cheek to say "who say handicapped toliet is meant for handicapped?" She is moron or what?? if handicapped toliet is not meant for handicapped patients, then meant for bimbo like her?

Ok... enough of my nonsense already! time to turn off.. May God bring people to educate this kind of kids.

Because of You

"Beacause of You" I at 1st, got to
know this song was from Lena, sung by Kelly Clarkson. Some of you might not know her, she was the winner from American Idol. She is really good! This song at 1st given me the idea like some sort of love song, like Celine Dion but it actually meant to be Parent's Love.
You guys may take look of the MTV which I have
attached in this blog. Really touching...



Couples arguement, and hurt can actually pass on
to the young ones. The relationship between the two of us can actually cause the young ones to suffer.

Few months ago, I come across this book wrote by Joshua Harris
"Boys Meet Girls"
Should Relationship be some kind fool rush in matter
or just wanted to get along to find so called "sparks" of thrill?




Do we really love one another or we are just so self-centred about
I MUST like this and I LIKE that so, You must do this for me... In "Boys Meet Girls" it mentioned that the most important equipment to be use on a couple is "COMMUNICATION". When were the last time you have a proper conversation with your beloved one? When were the last time you heard him/her saying " I love you"? on the bed? at your car back seat?




When I was young, I thought love was such a magic.. I even had this idea that a woman will conceive a baby is because she kissed too much with her hubby I denied the fact that they actually
have to, have "sex" in order to have baby.. and one of ex had a even much cute idea was "oh! a married couple stay together quite sometime, God thinks is time for them to have babies then the woman will concieve lor". *** laughing and rolling on floor till pengzzzz***



Well... After some years from then... I find that
his statement make sense. Some of us, never get the chance to conceive, yet plead the doctor to do something on them.. Those who do not wish to have a baby, yet conceived. Yes is bizzare.. but God has choose you to perform that Bizzare... Didn't Mother Mary give birth to baby Jesus without making love with Joseph?



Making love should be sacred... babies should be
the wonderful creation of the couple.. Why are we still browsing
through newsapaper seeing adults killing their babies by dumping to rubbish
bins and toliets? Is not up to you to decide their lives.. should be GOD!
Why is it that people in such a civilise world still behave like a caveman?
Aren't we afraid that one day God not going to give them any "blessing" ?
Aren't we afraid that, if our parents will do the same when we were borne?




We should feel blessed that our parents did not give up on us.

Transparent CD Greeting Cards for X'mas

Hey hey... I am suppose to help my sister to publish this..
people please refer to that picture, this is what I going sell...
is really very nice..
going for SGD 2.30 only
There are Song like:
1) Joy to the world
2) 12 Days of Christmas
3) Deck the Halls
4) Hark the herald angels
5) Jingle Bells

it come with 5 colours such as Purple, Blue, Lime Green, Chrome Yellow and Dark Green.
Include an envelope for you to post it out to your loves one.
Minimum purchase 10pcs. Bulk order are welcome too.

The Blessing NEVER Come From The Sky! Is From My GOD Alone who love SO much~

If I would to die today... I know that
God will take care of my remaining.

Suddenly, I feeling very weak and have mild chest pain, panting badly. Even
as I have use my inhaler, it do not seem to help much.
I am tired to fight and struggle. The more I protested, the weaker self
will reflect.

Perhaps, the SA.Tan is trying to make me feel lousy.
I really thanks God for all things I had this 27 years, I seem like a

Fairy tales to my family and friends... my church has often ask me to share my
testimony, before or even after that incident. I am willing to tell my stories all over again
for God Sakes. Not much people have that kind of experience like me.



Was being told by mum when I was borne, my life has been so tough, few incidents at SGH.. I was just so near to the end of my life, and yet God revive my little life.


The most recent incident, which I have share in my earlier blog "My
testimony"
Times after times God has forgive me and draw me closer to Him.
Even as right now, God wants me to go back with Him.. I think is reasonable
and fair.



I have earn more than what I deserve. Although, I do not have the beauty
whom other and envy, but God has given me a wonderfully family to cultivate
me. Mummy and Daddy always showered me with gifts and

Somewhat attention. Even as I did not do well for my examination, they simply
scolded me.

~BE CREATIVE~ and don't get caught while you are blogging at work!

After seeing "Blinky mummy's Blog"I realise my blog was really a bore one.
so, I decide to write something really different...
Of cos not like hers swearing over the blog... but definately want to be like her
in creative way.

Today is sort of R&R day.. that... that... not around, you know... ok! I shall give
"that" a named... let's called "that" as Sun.
Well... Sun was not feeling well today, so Sun took a half day mc.
and the whole day I was waiting for carrier to send me docs, so I was like
zuo bo the whole day reading Blinkymummy blog, to inspire myself.
Well... it really enlighten my day.. surely will link her up in my blog. kekeke..
Never thought of a lady at the age 29 can be so adorable. =)

I always make my blog so formal... filter and spell check eveything make sure no vocabulary mistake... ended up written less than a paragraph and so borning... *yawn*

So now, I decided... I am going to do it on my way... broken English? so be it man~

While I was doing my blog.. suddenly... Sun's relative called me for meeting. Erm.. I shall called this Sun's relative as Moon!
I was like enjoying my time doing this blog.. she come and ruin it.. er... did I mention "she" no... I mean Moon ruin it.

Being as children of God, I have to submit so I do as what Moon requested.
Thanks God, the meeting talked less than 30mins. Ever since such a short meeting then do it on MSN mah. what's a fuss??? to host a meeting at someone's office.

Oh no... I've to go, my director is back..

Rejection?!

I always have this fear of being rejected. When I was young... I often afraid that my friends will desert me because of my look, that was my inferior.
As to sustain such friendship, I ended up "buying" friendship. I knew I was a fool to do such, but it seem to be no choice, and because of this "buying" thingy I have manage gain some "friends".
Those friends who stayed around me, were only "extras", like we cantonese will classified that as "care leh fare" they were sort of being paid to be my friends.

Now... I got to the society, I still face the same problem. I got to buy candies to curry flavor my colleagues and boss, but wait! Here, is somewhat different, this time I do it with God's mercy and love.
With no string of attach, willing and truthfully giving them a treat.
Although, I still hoping that they will treat me nicer or at least don't give me a cold shoulder when I needed help, but, I believe they somehow will be touch by my action.

That's what I mean by do it with God's love and the result will be much effective.
People at office attitude has changed.. Not because of the candies.. But because, God
has work within me.. To demonstrate love... Not humans love but Godly loves..
awe.... So nice~ When will I get back my treat? Hmm... *deep thought*(=_="')

Sunday Insomnia Lead To Monday Tiredness...

Today was so tiring... Last night was trying to sleep, but after a few toss and turn at bed make me even more energise. What's going on? I finally fallen asleep at 2.30am.
Now, I am still waiting for account to create a new customer base for me to do my invoice.
Haizzzzz... I feel like taking a nap, even since at the moment everything is on pending, but my inner being fail me... It keep telling me that is not right.. even as I have nothing to do, I still have to be "well-behaved" as the company pay for my "action" that mean whatever I do my company pay for me. If I am in their shoes and have hired a staff that taking nap during office hours. I will surely tell him/her off.

So.. I just bear with it... God Strengthen me at work!

Where were you, God?

Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of
the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all
right? When can I see him?"



The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make
it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any
more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked,
"Would you like some time alone with your son?



One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to
the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said
good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly
hair." Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded
yes.



The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed
it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the
university for study. He said it might help somebody else. I said no at
first, but Jimmy said, "Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will
help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on,
"My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always
wanting to help others if he could." Sally walked out of Children's mercy
Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months
there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the
car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty
house.



She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his
hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other
personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She
lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying
beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:" Dear Mom, I
know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you,
or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will
always love you, Mom, even more with each day.

Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a
little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my
room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead,
she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy
her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me.
This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got
here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see
everything.

The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus
doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was
Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on
God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I
told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and
everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom?
God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter.
I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter
off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions
you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same
place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there,
as He always is with all His children.Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can
see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank
piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He
needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life.

Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food
will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The
cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and
God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The
Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How
about that?



Signed with Love from: God, Jesus & Me.

Who can compare to His "Rejection"?

Dear Lord... I don't know if those words was reflected on me or not.. I am really depressed.. everyday the evil one was trying to provoke me.
Father why you allow him to do it?
Is there no way for me to mingle with this people here?
Why everywhere I go I face the same problems?
Does the problems lie on me? why people leave me alone..
I suddenly want someone to pamper me at work..
perharp I have been in my comfort zone for too long.. I should push myself to grow out of this circle of comfort.. I am here not to please anyone.

Did not Jesus go through the toughness time. He was being rejected, betrayed and worst of all been nailed on the cross for no wrong... Who shall answer for this???

My Daddy will dance with me in Heaven some day...

Just gotten my pay ( but haven't credited in my account).. phew... with one whole month without taking leave or mc.. Really, thanks God for that.
Oh no... I've begin my Monday's Blues! Sigh..

Yesterday, I had attended Eugene's wedding.. remember those days we were just kids. Time flies... during the wedding dinner one of the session, the father of the bride was invited to dance with the bride.. (Kinda ang mo style... ) that moment really strike me.
How I wish that my daddy is still around and will do the same on my "BIG" day..
I was weeping and envy that moment. I really miss my dad.

But no worries... I will dance with my Abba Father in heaven some day. I know I will... =~~)