Love your neighbor as yourself

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength. 'second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'There is no commandment greater than these." " Mark 12:30-31

Next year my Church theme is to love our neighbor as ourself... Not many of us understand this. Loving our God is a must but God also want us to love our neighbor include our enemies that is around us. We need not to be prophetic to love someone, overall loving someone is out from heart.



Being so, I have recetnly form an enemy, God has tested me to love her. We have not been really talking to one another, face to face for 3 weeks. I do feel little weird and uncomfortable, but I still find that my purpose was to encourage her to love someone she ever dislike not to mock or provoke her. Guess I have failed.... or maybe not.



Lately, I observe that she manage to talk to that someone she dislike in a nicer manner, matter of fact, she treating me like a stranger. Sigh... I have no objection over this. Cause I already know God will deal with this, end of the day she herself is going to answer to Abba Father above.


Just that I don't understand how can her "emotion" be some subjective. I don't think I ever see her flare up with Jasmine. Sigh..... I sometime, just wondering am I a woman, why I never have such roller coaster mood swing like others. Perhaps, I had just that I don't do it on friends but Andy (my hubby)



In the first place, our friendship some times back was already having problem just that we ignoring and not mending it. HowAnd now all surfacing out. Since after I got married, I could see that she getting more insecure, maybe I am wrong... but no matter what, Lord please handle this problem. If there is necessary for me to leave.. please give me a sign.

Pity me~

Couldn't help feeling miserable. Browse through some of my old friend's profile at friendster and facebook. I just getting envious.. over their "success" Sigh.....



Joanne was once my best friend during Secondary School days, we used to be the most notorious in school, till and extend my discipline master have to call up our parents daily to monitor our behaviours. We shared the same personality and ideas.



However, things changed after Secondary 2 streaming, Joanne promoted to Science Stream whereas I gone up to Art Stream... we didn't really keep in touch after that, we barely talk to one another. Lately, got to find out from her friendster that she has given birth to a baby boy... and I began to feel life is so unfair to me. She gotten all her desires so easily and I have to strive so hard yet stuck at the same place. Read through her profile and see those photo in her friendster, then got to know she has gotten her degree at Melbourne, and was posted to Japan to work and also her son is 3 months old.



Of course, I am proud with her and her success, but I helplessly questioning God when will have such "fortune"? At my age, many ones has visited/travelled half of the universe. Poor me... the furtherest place I have visited were Shanghai, remaining were some nearby countries like Indonesia, K.L, Hong Kong and Bangkok... feel like my life is wasted. If I can replay my life, I would do well in my studies and took good care my health!



Well... perhaps, if I would have replay those episode in my life I might not know God or even Andy. I think that is all God's plan and just part of life that we have to follow.

Ugly Betty Vs Jasmine Chua

Last month one of the Sunday after service, Jasmine and I were shopping at Great World City CD shop, suddenly this caught my attention.. I insisted Jasmine must take this photo....




How can Jasmine looked so much like Betty, Jasmine is like 98% identical . I reserved the 2% is because Jasmine is an Asian. FYI, the glasses whom Jasmine was wearing is belong to me.
Well.. we are just Betty fans anyway. haha...