My fetal died.....(since 7th May 2008)

A short moment of joy... I can't bring myself to accept my baby is no longer in my tummy. I had a miscarriage on 7th May2008 that was my greatest fear and it came to real. The Lord has given me a small hope and smash it totally.

I had my 1st ultra sound done on 17th March it was too tiny to see the fetal's heart beat, but to the pregnancy kit test proven that I was pregnant. Later 22nd April I did my second ultra scan... I finally saw the little one in me... it was so vibrant that the ultra sound photographer was having hard time to capture it. Andy exclaimed, "That was a naughty one in there..."

On the same night, I found spotting on my panty liner. I began to fear... Andy sent me off to A&E for examine. The doctor comments that might be a "threaten abortion" which is quite common, and I done my second ultra sound show baby still very active. I was given some hormones pill to ask to go home.

On 23rd April midnight it haunt me again. That time, I was bleeding heavily with water flowing seem like my "water bag" was leaking... again I was sent to A&E I was sent to the observation room for the night. Water was kept flowing out from me... again they brought me for ultra sound my baby was as active and vibrant as before. Doctor again give it another medical term name called "threaten miscarriage" and later they found a 5cm clot blood behind my cervix, again I was ask to rest more at home and they discharge me.

On 28th April midnight, I was bleeding heavily again that time was with cramp pain at the abdominal. The whole situation repeated again. My mum sent me in to A&E the doctor said the same thing and said that my baby and I is complete fine and given another appointment to see them on 07th May 2008 Unfortunately, That was the last time I done my ultra sound. Doctor said the fetal had no heart beat and it died at it 13 weeks....................................