My Turn?????? Wedding???!!!!
Seeing time passed by bit by bits. My Monday blues grow heavier every single minute. The pass few days I have been very "hardworking" doing exercise, hope to lose out those tires at my tummy. I have check out the BMI it say that I am underweight! #*&@&*^#@ Everything was so purrrrrrrrrrrrrfect~ till someone come to me.. "Eh.. when is your turn har?" I was like @!*(&#* My boyfriend must be a Christian, He must be someone who serve God and loves God more than me. I want him to lead me closer to God, and we can talk anything or in fact everything about God. Andy is already Christian, but not so close to God. Our relationship is a
How could it be possible? I am so FAT!!!!! and that BMI says I am underweight...buay zhun eh!
But... err... I might be really underweight leh.. my instructor said "Muscles is heavier than Fats" so that mean.. I still consider fat but in term of weight, I happened to be underweight. So once I build up my muscles, I should be proportional leow~ Wahahahahah... *Dreaming away*
When can I be the next Jessica Alba figure???
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Yesterday was Xiushi and Daniel's wedding. is such a sweet thingy. I knew Xiushi at my high school times, seeing her in her wedding grown really make me envy. Awwww.....
Just hoping that, someday, I attend to someone funeral able to say the same to her...
"Eh when is your turn har?" Yes!!! I know I am mean! that was a lame joke! I am a lamer! but please don't remind me, when is my turn for marriage. I am not sure too. I also wish that my wedding will be as PERFECT as Xiushi.
dilemma. Being together for 5 years, we should have know each other very well, but lately... I felt that we are so "stranger" to each other. We don't have common topic. I hate to give up this relationship.
Every night, I have been making the same prayer. I prayed that God will
sustain our relationship, I prayed that Andy will allow God to transform him, and Andy will stop making excuses for not going to encounter.
I have always push Andy to go for encounter, because I believe God will change him and our relationship will not be a distance away.





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